This is not in the book...
Dad died of lung cancer.
That doesn't really
tell it
all. He also died from
cancer of the
brain, liver,
pancreas and skin...and
battled it every step. He
went
through far more
than most; but no one
knows his story.
Pop was a handsome guy
and quite
athletic. He played
tennis, golf, polo and soccer
and was excellent at
all
(except golf). He was in the
sun constantly and had been
all his life,
but he was very
fair skinned. He also smoked
two packs a day. Blew a
lot
of smoke out his nose. I was
about eight when
he developed
a strange little spot on the left
side of
his nostril that began to
grow. Doctors cut it out and it
came
back...and began to move
out onto his cheek. Skin cancer
began to
creep across his face.
He became incredibly self-
conscious. He stopped people
from taking pictures of him.
He tried chemical peels that
caused him to hide from the
world for weeks at a time.
With his bandages and scars,
he was certain he looked like
a monster. He once said he
resembled the painting of
Dorian Grey.
A Dr. Millard, considered to
be one of the foremost facial
reconstruction doctors in the
country, was based in Miami.
They
took the skin from the
underside of his bicep to
recreate
his nose. Again and
again. Dad went two-three
times a
year. Every year. He
underwent 18 operations to
stop
the cancer, and cosmetic
surgery to patch him up (and
they weren't too good at it in
the early 60's). Insurance
didn't
cover much of this even though
he
was covered by Blue Cross/
Blue Shield. It's hard
to imagine
what this all cost him. Not to
mention
the chronic pain and
embarrassment.
It never mattered to me what
he looked like.
He was Pop.
To me he was a cross between
Roy Rogers and Arthur Ashe,
but with a
bit too much alcohol
and tobacco. He did stop both
smoking and
drinking in the
last few years, but the damage
was done. A year before he
died
he could still whip me on
the tennis court even though
he
could barely move. He spent
ten years fighting cancer.
He
died in 1972 two months to the
day after they told
him he had
it in his lungs. I’ve always
suspected that
his skin cancer
travelled through his blood-
stream and took
up residence
in other locations.
Arthur Aaron left at 56 when
I was 19.
Father and son hadn't
quite gotten there yet.
We didn't
get a chance to say what we
needed to say to
each other.
At least now you know his story.
This is a tale the raven
tells once
the light of the cigarette goes out...
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